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Posted On 10/08/2009 09:41:40
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 ¨ this kinda speaks for it self god it's so damn funny I ain't the problem. Byou is my problem.
Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? my then other personalty's 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? an elepant and a hippo traped in the same body it becomes an elpo lol 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? it's fucking creepy i run away 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is a house. How big is it? REALLY BIG 5. Is your house surrounded by a fence? no just trees 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room. What does it look like? very classy timeless baroque like 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? one of those cute porcelain tea cups with flowers on 8. What do you do with the cup? nothing.. smash it! 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water. How big is the body of water? really small 10. How will you cross the water? jump 1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life. well if i am very lovely lol 2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of problems in your life. okay not to big to handle 3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. i AM NOT a coward i just don't like to take responsibility for my own mess 4. The size of the house is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems. well at least i have ambitions about it 5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer that people not drop by unannounced. that's not really true i just thought fench would be stupid cause the threes work as a fence 6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy. that is partly true i guess 7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationships. i didn't get this one at alll 8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude. then what i have an anger problem or just joy in destroying 9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire. god damn it then that is really little 10. The way you cross the water is representative of how easy or hard you expect your life to be. o0, I ain't the problem. Byou is my problem.
Tags: Meme
above a white sky below the black ground a half dead corpse lied oh such a lovely bird naturally white stained to black but there's no need to to worry it can still fly. fly, fly to the highest floor to drop, drop down towards the dirty grown what become impure should stay impure oh such a lovely bird you are naturally white so stained to black who cut you're wings so why!, why! punishing me for what other did i loved you, loved you more, loved you the most so why take my life for what others did i had yet to touch you so try to fly!, fly.. to drop from the sky oh the beloved bird of mine naturally white so stained with black GO! go dance in this insanity a waltz of you're love and the malice that have yet to become A WALTZ OF YOUR INSANITY! A WALTZ OF YOUR INSANITY! A WALTZ OF YOUR INSANITY! i sincerely hope you never get up ..never get up imprisoning you're rotting heart I ain't the problem. Byou is my problem.
Tags: Songby Me
you always seem like pure white to me, i always thought you'd be much prettier stained red. you're existence was never necessary for me until you died. or so i liked to think you're constant nagging, you're constant meddling and that annoying childishness sometimes i really thought I'd kill you how ironical you'd be the one killing me by killing your self i never treated you well while you lived though there surely was happy times i believe you felt that too i beat you, hit you, burned you and raped you countless times. yet you never left me, why? even if i wanted to, forgetting you my mind my body won't allow carving what you loved the most on the person you loved the most. sometimes i ask myself if it was me or you who really was sick i still sense you're presens in my apartment i see you sitting in the window on sunny days. i feel you're hands sliding around my stomach while i brush my teeth sometimes in the morning it's as if you never left HEY! kaade i saw a kid today he looked just like you... i almost thought you'd come back to me even though i suspect my heart went cold a long time ago with yours and slowly i stopped watching the TV where it seemed you like you wear still in this world it's fucking annoying to hear your song on the pvs or seeing old interviews with you it makes me forget and believe you'll soon be home ..that really make my eyes spill something wet and salty down my cheeks ...does this mean i still love you?... I ain't the problem. Byou is my problem.
Tags: Depression
in a corner there's a boy curled up in a position biting his nails like mad not noticing there were no more nails to bite. trying so hard to grasp control of his own mind and thoughts. his mind is raising so fast words and thoughts there is no connection. is it' his new medication and his body's last breath of rejection to them or is he truly going mad? hard to tell I ain't the problem. Byou is my problem.
Tags: Angst
Do you... .... want a job where no days are the same? A job where you can put your skills to the test and will always learn something new? Do something that requires you to be organized, a planner, and later put your thoughts into life? Put your creations into life? Where you get to travel and are always meeting new people of all kinds? Become a.... SERIAL KILLER ! I ain't the problem. Byou is my problem.
Tags: Job
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HURTS
Posted On 10/02/2009 10:30:00
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hurts!! i got my tongue pierced i must say this i do not recommend doing it it's way harder to keep clean than any other place no smoking for a week or kissing if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend it's hard to eat food even if it's soup or porridge. everything needs to be cold or you'll end up screaming out in pain it really really is painful this is just my small and blurry picture in words of how your future will be for some time if you commit this act yes like this personal byou
Tags: Personal Experience
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kyo
Posted On 09/25/2009 10:46:12
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"I was afraid. I only have music and suddenly it seemed that I might not be able to make it anymore. That frightened me a lot. I didn't know what was going to happen. I'm a vocalist and, if I can't hear, I can't sing."
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"I didn't think people should put so much importance into appearance - so that's when I started to cut myself onstage. It marked a point where I really wanted to push myself to try to convey my own self more in my lyrics. Now everything just happens as it happens onstage. It doesn't frighten me but I do lose control a lot."
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"I write about what I feel at the exact moment I'm writing."
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"I don't want to talk about it. I'd rather people had their own interpretations. I want people to listen to the music and the lyrics as a package - it's not about picking out meanings, particularly. It's the same as when I listen to an American album. I don't understand what the lyrics mean but I listen to the sounds the singer makes and put that together with the music as a package. That's how I want people to listen to our music."
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"I'm a very negative person so, even if something good is happening, I always think that it can't be permanent - it will disappear. I feel that there's never anything good in my life."
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"I'd like to have something like that in my life to calm me down but I don't think writing or singing is it."
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"I don't think things will ever be good for me. I'd like to move away from being a negative person but I worry that, if I become a happy, carefree person, then I won't be myself anymore."
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"I've never met anyone who I can be really close friends with. A lot of people might think they're friends with me but I've never met anyone whose personality can fit with mine. There are a lot of people I can get on with on a superficial level but I can never go deeper with anyone. On my cell phone, if someone hasn't been in touch with for half a year, I'll delete them so that I don't have to remember who they are. It's not that I don't want people to get close to me or to know about me - I'm just living my life. This is just the way I am. I just live my life according to my emotions, according to how I feel. I'm the opposite of Kaoru - he won't bring his emotions into anything but I always do. My emotions come into everything. I do whatever I feel I have to do."
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-kyo yes like this byou
my late obsession latly is VanessA lol the vocalist dude split his FUCKing tongue by himself what's there not to like well well i bet it looks good on him lol or so he thinks♪♪ *bitter laugh* i want a tongue like this too!!! maybe that will be my new way of rebelling lol you don't know how hard it is to piss off my parents it's equal to the impossible almost at least i don't seem to get enough attention *laugh* The good child will mimic me.
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